How unfortunate I am

 What is life if it isn't the sudden turns of events. I'm the girl who never got to say this to anyone that's why I'm writing it here. I am so unhappy and unstaisfied with my Life right now and most ironic thing about this is that I made my life this way. If only had I said no to my father about marriage. What if I had done that or that? There are so many ifs and maybes in my life right now that I'm starting to suffocate. 

A girl living in fantasy was suddenly thrown into a practical and brutal life. What to do with my ambitious dreams and goals to conquer the world. Now I'm trash living in a trash world. I'm so confused and dejected right now.

Why people dot let others live the way they want to. I don't want a child yet. How to tell others this? I have to idea. Just here venting. Just to write my frustrations away.


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